Yes I did always have a bit of a thing about hypnosis from a pretty young age. It was like the latent fetish was already there, waiting to be activated as soon as I developed any sexual awareness. It made me feel weird in a way I wouldn’t have been able to describe, like it was pressing the horny button that wasn’t connected to anything yet.
I read the Harry Potter books as a kid, and there is a scene where Ron eats something that someone spiked with Love Potion and becomes immediately infatuated with her- someone he’s hardy even met- immediately losing all interest in his actual current girlfriend. I was drawn to repeatedly re-read that scene, but some part of me instinctively knew I didn’t want to mention it to anyone. I would never have admitted to it being a favorite scene. I didn’t have the understanding to think ‘I wish that were me’ or anything that specific, but I felt in my gut that whatever I was feeling, it was something private and personal to myself.