It's work, so it can't be helped... But why do I feel so humiliated by this?

I got really heated for a moment when he inserted a plug into my ass after cumming inside me and writing "idiot" on my butt.
But I calmed down and said, "It's my job".

However, even now, every time I become aware of the foreign object in my ass, a small anger grows within me.

I feel the same anger now that I'm being photographed in a peace pose.
I also feel pathetic.
Is it normal to keep such thorough business records?
Why on earth?

Idiot

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