The Porn Taboo
So this is something that I never realized was bugging me until recently, when I realized that I wanted to contribute stories and art to the hypnosis community and Hypnohub in particular.
Just sitting there writing sexy words on a page is nervewracking at best. I can't bring myself to do much if someone is at home, let alone in the same room. As for art, well, I drew a naked girl one time and hid it well, but I was so scared that someone would find it that I actually shredded the paper. (I'm really mad at myself--I liked it and probably will never make something that good again, knowing my luck. I don't do digital either.)
Basically, this is a question of great anxiety and fear of being judged. I've created a whole alter ego and figured out how to switch cleanly online, but there's still the matter of people just walking up behind me or finding a drawing of mine by accident.
How do you guys deal with it? Do you just not care? Do you have special ways of hiding it? Or are you lucky enough to have people in your life that understand you?
Just sitting there writing sexy words on a page is nervewracking at best. I can't bring myself to do much if someone is at home, let alone in the same room. As for art, well, I drew a naked girl one time and hid it well, but I was so scared that someone would find it that I actually shredded the paper. (I'm really mad at myself--I liked it and probably will never make something that good again, knowing my luck. I don't do digital either.)
Basically, this is a question of great anxiety and fear of being judged. I've created a whole alter ego and figured out how to switch cleanly online, but there's still the matter of people just walking up behind me or finding a drawing of mine by accident.
How do you guys deal with it? Do you just not care? Do you have special ways of hiding it? Or are you lucky enough to have people in your life that understand you?