I've been trying to deny it... but it's back... my panic disorder is slowly crawling it's way back into my life.

Most likely a result of all of the lousy crap that has been going on in my life lately... and my stupid fucking fear of... well most of you know.

All I want to do is work... but I can't.

I'm going to try to do my best to overcome this stupid disorder and get back on my feet.

I apologize big time to those whom I owe art to... i swear on my life I WILL finish them

I feel your pain, bro. Got panic disorder too, it really messes up your head. Hope you get better : ]

What's he afraid of? o.o I hope he's ok...

Have you tried therapy? I had a few months of CBT (Cognitive Behavioural Therapy) last year and it really helped with my anxiety. Doesn't remove but it is much easier to deal with now

Hope you get back on your feet soon

We love you PenKen~ and you have the power to beat this and finish all the art you want. James believes in you!

Well, I hope you survive through this episode. Maybe try therapy like EdgeoftheMoon said, but not everyone has the funds for it.
Everyone has the shitty parts in their life. Anyone with empathy will understand.

I kind of know how you feel. I have some pretty bad social anxiety, which is mainly why I'm a lurker on this site. I had depression for a while as well. It really sucks, hope you get better.

death...

o.o That's my fear, too! I hope you get better, though.

Same here...

Death is a normal fear to have. The important thing, I feel, is to remember that fear in and of itself is not evil and the phenomenon of death is far too mysterious to be considered good or bad. Your fear doesn't have to work against you. The key is understanding what frightens you about that which you fear.

:o Did you take philosophy class?

No, I just have too much free time... ^_^'

o.o *snuggles*

PK, I know how you feel. All too well. I'm the exact same way. I think a lot of people on here are.

Know that you've got support waiting in the wings if you need it.
Feel better.

That extends to EVERYONE. You've got friends here.