HypnoHub - The Lonely Sentiments Thread

LillyTank

10/23/15 12:33AM

The Lonely Sentiments Thread

It may or may not be a secret to everyone but I feel like a minority here.
I think sometimes it's important to express such feelings when they occur in us.
I've made this thread for that purpose. If you ever feel isolated or unappreciated about this site or anything outside of it please feel free to express it here.

foffyoul5

10/23/15 03:48AM

well i feel depressed about the poor job market in my local comunity (and alot of it frowns on people with disabilities like myself) mention autistic once and never heard back from employer

LillyTank

10/23/15 04:46AM

foffyoul5 said:
well i feel depressed about the poor job market in my local comunity (and alot of it frowns on people with disabilities like myself) mention autistic once and never heard back from employer

I understand that a little. I have fears and anxieties about going out into the job market. Couple that with the fact that I'm not good at much and have my own past with psychosis, PTSD, and schizophrenia my outlook in the job market is less than admirable.

*Sigh* All I want to start my own faith but first I need something to believe.

Ogodei-Khan

10/23/15 05:35AM

Sympathy. Though i have no mental disabilities (definitely introverted, which doesn't help the job search still), i'm graduating in less than two months and am terrified.

Contorted

10/23/15 07:50AM

I had a friend who passed away a few months ago. While I'm handling it fine (and have had plenty of support from mom and friends), I always get these moments of discomfort. I don't break down and cry but I shake, or take deep breaths or stare off and go into la la land in the most unpleasant way possible. Like, imagine having a guitar and you're use to strumming every string for almost every day. But then one day, a string is missing and you don't know where it went. And as a result, everything feels off key.

Christ, I miss our long talks. We'd talk and talk on the phone and while I'd get annoyed by them sometimes, what I would give to just have another one with him.

foffyoul5

10/23/15 08:10AM

Contorted said:
I had a friend who passed away a few months ago. While I'm handling it fine (and have had plenty of support from mom and friends), I always get these moments of discomfort. I don't break down and cry but I shake, or take deep breaths or stare off and go into la la land in the most unpleasant way possible. Like, imagine having a guitar and you're use to strumming every string for almost every day. But then one day, a string is missing and you don't know where it went. And as a result, everything feels off key.

Christ, I miss our long talks. We'd talk and talk on the phone and while I'd get annoyed by them sometimes, what I wouldn't give to just have another one with him.

my mind does not know what to do at funerals i just usualy end up standing there. at my grandmother's funeral i felt realy unconfertable walking down the isl behind the coffin. 1 of my friends diagnosed some of my social problems. the list includes : paranoia, minor clustor phobic, autistic/aspburgers, a slight fear of gay ppl [due to a bunch of the ones in town hitting on me and rubing their elboes against my arms which causes alot of discomfort] and final fear of blood/bleeding and needles[forget the phobias names but i pass out from bloodwork]

also my sympathies i know how it feels i too want to have one more chat with my grandfather

Bobbette

10/23/15 08:41AM

foffyoul5 said:
fear of blood/bleeding and needles[forget the phobias names but i pass out from bloodwork]

Blood is hemophobia. As a fellow hemophobe, I know.

Lunakiri

10/23/15 09:14AM

Entomophobia REALLY makes getting out of the apartment... or just living.... hard. DX
Combine that with nasty insomnia [been gettning 2 hours if I"m lucky of sleep a night for the past week or two], social anxiety and sporadic depression..... Welp, yeah.
I'm a hermit.

Bobbette

10/23/15 09:50AM

Lunakiri said:
Entomophobia REALLY makes getting out of the apartment... or just living.... hard. DX
Combine that with nasty insomnia [been gettning 2 hours if I"m lucky of sleep a night for the past week or two], social anxiety and sporadic depression..... Welp, yeah.
I'm a hermit.

That sounds like one of my friends. Except its germs instead of bugs.
Though she hasn't been sleeping lately due to nightmares, anxiety, and maybe depression (its on both sides of family at least).
Hopefully the sleep will change for both of you at least. Social anxiety and depression aren't really fixed by strangers on the internet despite all the well-wishing (neither is the sleep, but at least time has the potential to fix it, or less stress probably).

Abe_Smith

10/23/15 05:47PM

The stresses and pressure from family to quickly find a job, when I socially cannot handle hours upon hours of strangers, gets me down sometimes. However I don't want to pump my body full of anti-depressants and get a shit job and turn into a zombie. And I've been sleeping kemore and staying away less, which isn't good.

Also my lack of real life friends, since I'm a hopeless introvert... Not to mention there are major(important to me) parts of my life that I have to keep secret. Most of those being my fetishes and the fact that I own sex toys for fear of alienation from the small amount of friends that I do have...

Redengy

10/26/15 11:21PM

LillyTank said:
It may or may not be a secret to everyone but I feel like a minority here.
I think sometimes it's important to express such feelings when they occur in us.
I've made this thread for that purpose. If you ever feel isolated or unappreciated about this site or anything outside of it please feel free to express it here.

I definitely feel you,(you already know this but I might as well say it here) I've always just felt I was better off a lurker in the hypno community, especially the hub, former hypnochan, and /d/. I just see all these pictures posted with so many different fetishes that don't float my boat, it definitely makes me feel like I'm somewhat of an outsider, which is why I'm usually a lurker.

I'm sure everyone on here has felt out of place with their fetishes at some point, be it online or IRL so I don't like complaining about it. Besides there is still plenty in terms of content for everyone, the community used to be (or at least it seemed) quite small. There's just something about vanilla hypnosis that does it for me, I guess I'm lucky in that the induction is my favorite part because whatever I'm watching/reading doesn't have to be sexual in nature.

LillyTank

10/27/15 12:36AM

Redengy said:
I definitely feel you,(you already know this but I might as well say it here) I've always just felt I was better off a lurker in the hypno community, especially the hub, former hypnochan, and /d/. I just see all these pictures posted with so many different fetishes that don't float my boat, it definitely makes me feel like I'm somewhat of an outsider, which is why I'm usually a lurker.

I'm sure everyone on here has felt out of place with their fetishes at some point, be it online or IRL so I don't like complaining about it. Besides there is still plenty in terms of content for everyone, the community used to be (or at least it seemed) quite small. There's just something about vanilla hypnosis that does it for me, I guess I'm lucky in that the induction is my favorite part because whatever I'm watching/reading doesn't have to be sexual in nature.

You've captured nearly 85% of my lonely sentiments.