This ASMR is bit too good for me, I'm afraid.
Before reading, check out my comments in this thread:
hypnohub.net/forum/show/26289
Ok, I'm pretty sure it's not supposed to work this way, but still. After listening to it for total of 16 hours since downloading it... (Yes, 16 hours... and my first post in this thread was when it wasn't even one...)
Well, here are my thoughts. They were bit more... nicely... written in my head, but then when I was thinking about it she did exhaling thing again.
This is just wonderful. And scary in how wonderful it is.
So, forget what I wrote about it last time. After listening for whole night, when you're tired and she helps you get asleep, you get way different point of view at this.
So, let's start from what didn't changed. Sounds between 16:40 and ~~25 min still ensure that brain is clear of anything other than feeling of relaxation and slight arousal.
But what changed? Perception, of course. First of all... feeling of her exhaling into your ear. It... make it hard to think. Like, really hard. It literally have effect of blowing thoughts away, leaving just sweet tingling all around your body, including inside of head. Also, as side effect, if I lie down, rather than on side, I noticed that I roll from side to side matching direction she exhales into, when she blow from right side, I roll left ect...
Her laugh, god, her laugh. It was just pleasant, now... You start to connect it with what you're feeling. You somehow realize that she laughs either after clearing your mind of thoughts, or when she shifts from one ear to other, confusing you. It feels like she is laughing due to dominance she have over you. It feels great. It's one of best feelings in my life. [spoiler=You don't want to open this one.]*sigh* I touched myself accidentally about hour ago. This was what caused me to stop listening... I thought I had to use bathroom. Well, I *did* had to, but it turned out that, it seems like, I came and came unconsciously because there was awfully lot of... well.
Other (non-spoken) sounds, however, aren't just pleasant. They focus your attention, bringing it away from words... They ensure that you hear it all. Yet, they also ensure you remember almost nothing of what you heard, which cause you to go back and try to remember it... I think science had name for fact that you have to finish what you started. Well, in this case it works way too well.
Now, as for words... Three kinds of how it works. First are normal, high-pitched ones. They seemed just cute at first. However...
e v e r y. s i n g l e. o n e.
makes you want to listen to her voice more. Really. Dunno how, it just... works.
Then are the more quiet ones. Silent meowing, silent repeating of words, most of sentences she say... that whispering just go into your head and refuses to leave. Even if she exhales to your ear, they are things that anchor themselves... You can hear them even after you take headphones off. And this is problem, why, I will write bit later.
And last ones... below whispering. There are some words she says while exhaling. So, whispers went into head? Exhaled words go right into your soul. I have no idea what she is telling, because I don't know Japanese. I'm however suddenly grateful I don't know it, because I'm afraid it *would* leave a mark on myself, bigger than "I really want to listen more". They also, just like normal exhaling, clean your mind... but they are echoing even more than whispers, and they are *better* at cleaning mind than normal exhaling, which mean they have lot, lot of space to bounce around.
What's more... I still am almost unable to move while listening to this. I tried to control it by placing phone under my hand...
Instead of turning it off, it ended up in me rewinding most deeply affecting parts few times blindly, before I managed to get single thought and push phone out of my hand.
Aaand last issue. Now time for me to fall under is way, way faster than it was. So it took me quite long to write this, because I kept getting unable to do anything but to think on these barely recognizable words in my head. Aaaand I keep thinking on turning it on again.[/spoiler]
Soo, if anyone have any advice on what to do, I'd be glad.
hypnohub.net/forum/show/26289
Ok, I'm pretty sure it's not supposed to work this way, but still. After listening to it for total of 16 hours since downloading it... (Yes, 16 hours... and my first post in this thread was when it wasn't even one...)
Well, here are my thoughts. They were bit more... nicely... written in my head, but then when I was thinking about it she did exhaling thing again.
This is just wonderful. And scary in how wonderful it is.
So, forget what I wrote about it last time. After listening for whole night, when you're tired and she helps you get asleep, you get way different point of view at this.
So, let's start from what didn't changed. Sounds between 16:40 and ~~25 min still ensure that brain is clear of anything other than feeling of relaxation and slight arousal.
But what changed? Perception, of course. First of all... feeling of her exhaling into your ear. It... make it hard to think. Like, really hard. It literally have effect of blowing thoughts away, leaving just sweet tingling all around your body, including inside of head. Also, as side effect, if I lie down, rather than on side, I noticed that I roll from side to side matching direction she exhales into, when she blow from right side, I roll left ect...
Her laugh, god, her laugh. It was just pleasant, now... You start to connect it with what you're feeling. You somehow realize that she laughs either after clearing your mind of thoughts, or when she shifts from one ear to other, confusing you. It feels like she is laughing due to dominance she have over you. It feels great. It's one of best feelings in my life. [spoiler=You don't want to open this one.]*sigh* I touched myself accidentally about hour ago. This was what caused me to stop listening... I thought I had to use bathroom. Well, I *did* had to, but it turned out that, it seems like, I came and came unconsciously because there was awfully lot of... well.
Other (non-spoken) sounds, however, aren't just pleasant. They focus your attention, bringing it away from words... They ensure that you hear it all. Yet, they also ensure you remember almost nothing of what you heard, which cause you to go back and try to remember it... I think science had name for fact that you have to finish what you started. Well, in this case it works way too well.
Now, as for words... Three kinds of how it works. First are normal, high-pitched ones. They seemed just cute at first. However...
e v e r y. s i n g l e. o n e.
makes you want to listen to her voice more. Really. Dunno how, it just... works.
Then are the more quiet ones. Silent meowing, silent repeating of words, most of sentences she say... that whispering just go into your head and refuses to leave. Even if she exhales to your ear, they are things that anchor themselves... You can hear them even after you take headphones off. And this is problem, why, I will write bit later.
And last ones... below whispering. There are some words she says while exhaling. So, whispers went into head? Exhaled words go right into your soul. I have no idea what she is telling, because I don't know Japanese. I'm however suddenly grateful I don't know it, because I'm afraid it *would* leave a mark on myself, bigger than "I really want to listen more". They also, just like normal exhaling, clean your mind... but they are echoing even more than whispers, and they are *better* at cleaning mind than normal exhaling, which mean they have lot, lot of space to bounce around.
What's more... I still am almost unable to move while listening to this. I tried to control it by placing phone under my hand...
Instead of turning it off, it ended up in me rewinding most deeply affecting parts few times blindly, before I managed to get single thought and push phone out of my hand.
Aaand last issue. Now time for me to fall under is way, way faster than it was. So it took me quite long to write this, because I kept getting unable to do anything but to think on these barely recognizable words in my head. Aaaand I keep thinking on turning it on again.[/spoiler]
Soo, if anyone have any advice on what to do, I'd be glad.
