What if?: We had one wish?
Serious question, y'know actual thought here. I'd prefer if shitposting was kept to a minimum here (looking at you, Zelda). I just finished watching Death Note, and as per usual, it got me thinking, what if each of us had a single wish, for anything. It's an ungodly power, and before you answer, really think about it. Don't just say what you think you'd want, look deep inside, and think what you would really do.
I'm personally conflicted. On the one hand, there's the endless voice screaming for Lyra, to be with her for the rest of our days, and by god do I want it. It's an insatiable need, something that knaws at my very soul, but I constantly argue in my head about it, and if it'd really be what I want. If it's what I should do. Truly? I don't know.
The other conclusion I land at? A death that wouldn't affect anyone. A painless death, that wouldn't have any of the consequences of leaving the people you love behind. And then it leads me further, further to the point where I consider changing events so that my reason for living never comes, but the reason of my scarring, and every pain every made in my, and my family's life doesn't either.
If I think of wiping my existence entirely it would make things worse, but sometimes it feels right, and if I did, I'd like to live outside reality, able to observe every existence, every possibility. To see every consequence of every action. But lately I've come to think it'd be wrong (thanks Undertale).
So yeah, either Lyra, or a painless death. What about you? Again, really think. It's an impossible question, so answer the best you can. My goals would be selfish, so I'm in no position to judge.
I'm personally conflicted. On the one hand, there's the endless voice screaming for Lyra, to be with her for the rest of our days, and by god do I want it. It's an insatiable need, something that knaws at my very soul, but I constantly argue in my head about it, and if it'd really be what I want. If it's what I should do. Truly? I don't know.
The other conclusion I land at? A death that wouldn't affect anyone. A painless death, that wouldn't have any of the consequences of leaving the people you love behind. And then it leads me further, further to the point where I consider changing events so that my reason for living never comes, but the reason of my scarring, and every pain every made in my, and my family's life doesn't either.
If I think of wiping my existence entirely it would make things worse, but sometimes it feels right, and if I did, I'd like to live outside reality, able to observe every existence, every possibility. To see every consequence of every action. But lately I've come to think it'd be wrong (thanks Undertale).
So yeah, either Lyra, or a painless death. What about you? Again, really think. It's an impossible question, so answer the best you can. My goals would be selfish, so I'm in no position to judge.
