Reversed1 said:
I've never been in a deep trance, just a light one.
I just feel a soothing feeling of disconnection, like I'm there...but not there at the same time.
This is pretty much how I feel, still self-aware but more just, following without really any second thoughts for the most part.
Idk, I feel as though once I get to a certain point in trance and try to go deeper, something happens that tends to bounce me right back up and my mind refuses to just let go or something pops into my head that I start over-thinking or something.
That or what happened last night where I get too aroused during the induction again and end up getting distracted and waking myself up from it.