Depression: Should I quit HypnoHub?
I seem to be at a major loss. I've gone through times when I feel, and even know, that my work on this site has gone unappreciated and unloved. This has happened on other image sites such as DeviantArt and E621, and now it has spread to here. It's emotionally crippling, despite how I know that I should just edit images and post them for myself, and not for others. It doesn't feel good when the work you've put your blood, sweat, tears, and immense frustration into, gets smothers and laughed at and criticized all to hell, with no one caring enough to at least give you true ideas for improvement. They all just look at you and either laugh at you or boo at you as loud as they can, they all just portray you as some falsehood of an excellent image creator which you feel like you are after a hard day's work of creating what seems like the perfect image. I've gone through all of that. And it feels awful, especially for someone like me, whereas My 3 mental illnesses don't make it feel any better, and just worsen it all to the edge of hell. I feel so unloved here at HypnoHub, like I'm not wanted whatsoever, even Hypno-Tan Herself be happy that I go away from HypnoHub forever! I'll admit right now that I've fallen under depression, and I feel like I can't climb back up from that rocky pit of rusted water that is all my inside tears of sadness. So you tell me, people who at least care: Should I keep climbing to get back to the surface and find true happiness, or should I let go and fall back under, only to drown in my sadness?
Should I stay with you all,
or should I leave forever?
Should I stay with you all,
or should I leave forever?