Hey, Pinkanator here. <<
www.youtube.com/watch?v=AAY0kVTH1O8|As you can probably tell;>>
I'd just like to say thanks for all your support, guys. I... really don't know what to say. I mean, I do, but y'know what I mean. I just felt really awful because that entire argument WAS my fault, and I really should of just shut up. I just couldn't get that. I'm sorry, and I'll probably do it again. Thing is, this is one of the only places I've truly felt wanted and accepted, this whole thread proves that, at least. But, when I was just getting flack from left, right, and center? That was a little tough to take. Heck, even knowing it was my fault and I deserved it for being a shithead just kinda made it worse, really. I wouldn't say I've had the worst life in the world, y'know 1st world issues and whatnot, but I've certainly been through some shit that fucked me up hard, basically coming down to one huge fucking trauma at the perfect age between being young and innocent to have it not affect me, and mature enough to properly process and accept it. I don't think I ever have moved past it, and the fuckery I caused my head has always been an issue. I've always believed that if you can't laugh at yourself, you can't laugh at anything, and I always take insults like punchlines, and kinda have an issue understanding peoples problems with cyber-bullying and insults (See the "HME is a fucking imbecile incident), but in times of real depression, laughing at yourself can very quickly turn into self loathing, at least in my case. I just can't believe the kindness, compassion and companionship you guys have given me. I really don't know what I'd do without you guys. And Lyra. And Ridley. Mainly Lyra. *Heavy Breathing*. (Have I talked about Ridley before?)
Damn, that guy is making me fucking choke up even more. Fuck, he makes a good argument, thanks for sharing that, seems like a great guy. Also, that Goebbels pun in the recommended is an A-tier pun.
Dantus said:
You feel lonely and want someone to talk to, talk with us.
Man, that's just what I love about you guys, you're just such great fucking people. Again, no place else really feels like home more than here. I love talking to people, but people always never want to talk back, but here? I just... Man, I just love you guys.
ZeldaIsHot said:
Seems like you need some help. It's pretty clear from the above comments that we don't hate you. Especially me, I think you're pretty cool tbh
Shitpost senpai thinks I'm cool! *Squees*
Proxy51 said:
Also I've heard Undertale is quite good, from the only reliable source, <<youtu.be/sCFGU79rX34|the guy who hates everything.>>
I'll play it eventually but until then no spoilers yo =P That bastard! He said Bionicle: Mask of Light sucked! I'll make him into IHE bones!
ZeldaIsHot said:
what
ZeldaIsHot said:
what
It's a classic saying, point being; camels were typically used to haul large amounts of cargo across deserts, and a tiny piece of straw makes it too heavy for the camel, breaking its metaphorical back, as it cannot hold it anymore, due to the intense weight. The usage refers to emotional baggage and one small problem causes the strain to be too immense, and you crumble under emotional pain.
So, yeah, thank you guys so much for being here for me, sorry for getting you all concerned and shit. I just kinda wanted to let you know, in case I did something stupid. I just don't want to disappear one day, and leave everyone wondering where I went. Again, if I DO become inactive for an unusually long period of time, without warning, know you did your best, k? Thanks.