My incurable addiction.
Hey guys. Waverun here... again. Something important I have to tell you.
I do in fact have an addiction to hypnosis. Almost every day I'm on sleepychat waiting for someone to hypnotize me, but I can't get it. The people there tell me that hypnosis is based on conversation and trust, which I have neither. Conversation is stupid with certain people, and trust for me can seriously be almost impossible.
You know, I was worried about taking the risks of having to go through all this hypnosis. I was afraid of what people would do to me, or make me do. Now no matter what, whenever I'm in the "trance-happy" mood as I like to call it, I just can't get rid of the urge to just, want to be hypnotized. Now I've taken too many risks, but I just can't stop.
I want it so much.
I feel like I NEED it badly!
The worst part it, one of my hypno-masters whom now is practically the ONLY one I talk to, only puts me under once a week on either Friday or Saturday, and it's frustrating!
Please, I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't know what I CAN do.
I'm going to let you all decide.
If you believe, knowing that hypnosis feels really good just like I do, that I should continue satisfying my urges if that's what makes me happy; and YOU'RE willing to put me under, then just ask how you can contact me.
If you believe that this addiction is interfering with my physical health, which it never has, and it putting me in danger, which it again never has, since I don't tell anyone I know in person about this, and certainly WILL NOT since it's a heavy, embarrassing and cringy subject for me at least to talk about; then feel free to tell me how I could get rid of my own addiction without making myself feel uncomfortable, or embarrassed.
I do in fact have an addiction to hypnosis. Almost every day I'm on sleepychat waiting for someone to hypnotize me, but I can't get it. The people there tell me that hypnosis is based on conversation and trust, which I have neither. Conversation is stupid with certain people, and trust for me can seriously be almost impossible.
You know, I was worried about taking the risks of having to go through all this hypnosis. I was afraid of what people would do to me, or make me do. Now no matter what, whenever I'm in the "trance-happy" mood as I like to call it, I just can't get rid of the urge to just, want to be hypnotized. Now I've taken too many risks, but I just can't stop.
I want it so much.
I feel like I NEED it badly!
The worst part it, one of my hypno-masters whom now is practically the ONLY one I talk to, only puts me under once a week on either Friday or Saturday, and it's frustrating!
Please, I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't know what I CAN do.
I'm going to let you all decide.
If you believe, knowing that hypnosis feels really good just like I do, that I should continue satisfying my urges if that's what makes me happy; and YOU'RE willing to put me under, then just ask how you can contact me.
If you believe that this addiction is interfering with my physical health, which it never has, and it putting me in danger, which it again never has, since I don't tell anyone I know in person about this, and certainly WILL NOT since it's a heavy, embarrassing and cringy subject for me at least to talk about; then feel free to tell me how I could get rid of my own addiction without making myself feel uncomfortable, or embarrassed.