The I'm sorry thread.
So, that last thread was deleted. Not sure by who, or why, but it was. Doesn't matter. Point is, I can never thank you guys enough for always being there for me, and to keep me in check. I've been with you guys for just over a year now, and it's been a year that's completely turned my life on it's head. Without you guys, I doubt I'd have made it through. I was dead-set on doing it, too. I'd been planning the whole month, reading myself, distancing myself, and believing that it had to be done. Do I still believe that? I don't know. Always remember that if I'm gone for too long without explanation, expect the worst. Thing is, that birthday thread pretty much broke me. You guys are so wonderful, and to get such a warm reception from you guys was more than I could take. So thanks, I guess. Sure, now I've got to plan around NOT being gone, but, details. Anyway. I'm going to try and get some help today, going to ask some people I know, and they should be able to get me in contact with someone. I can't really put into words how much you guys really mean to me, but I'd be gone without you all, and as much as I want that, I can't bear to let you go.