Attempt no. 2
Uggh... I've been caught up watching a lot of Law & Order: Special Victims Unit recently...
A show about the evilness of rape...
I'm having trouble enoying hypnosis. I know I personally am not a shitty person and that I'll only ever be involved in drawings and concenting role-play that results in everyone living happily ever after...
But jeeze... It's getting hard not to have my mind suddenly snap my attention back to the reality of my fetish. And with that comes the bile in the back of my throat.
I'm fine as far as understanding that my fetishes are only fantasy. It just happens to be a sort of "don't think of a pink elephant" scenario where the simularities make it hard to keep my mind clear of the nastiness of the world.
It's very distracting. I don't want to turn off the show to avoid thinking about that sort of stuff, I'm looking for advice on how to not let that sort of stuff get to me.
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A show about the evilness of rape...
I'm having trouble enoying hypnosis. I know I personally am not a shitty person and that I'll only ever be involved in drawings and concenting role-play that results in everyone living happily ever after...
But jeeze... It's getting hard not to have my mind suddenly snap my attention back to the reality of my fetish. And with that comes the bile in the back of my throat.
I'm fine as far as understanding that my fetishes are only fantasy. It just happens to be a sort of "don't think of a pink elephant" scenario where the simularities make it hard to keep my mind clear of the nastiness of the world.
It's very distracting. I don't want to turn off the show to avoid thinking about that sort of stuff, I'm looking for advice on how to not let that sort of stuff get to me.
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The original thread was locked due to going off-topic and the new subject rileing people up. Please, if you have something off-topic to say to me, do it via a private message, not here.