Feeling like I don't belong lately :c (My fetish is too serious?)
Hi hublovelies,
For the past few months I've really been strugglin' with my sexuality, maybe you all can help?
For all of my life and memories I've never really thought about sex. I mean like, physical intercourse. I was never interested, I always skip it in hypno videos, and not a lot of girls in school made me feel anything, even if they were pretty.
If you know me well, you probably know my non-secret that my only body part fetish is for manicured hands (specifically ones with nicely done fingernails). Usually thinking about holding hands with someone (or actually doing it) can arouse me. Same goes for touching or looking at their nails or other hand-type jewelry.
That's my only body part fetish. I've never gotten aroused thinking about a girls chest, butt, vagina, or a boys cock. Again, I've never really fantasized about having sex with someone else. I pretty much fake it in roleplays and once a 'sex' scene starts is usually when I get flaccid. When somebody wants to tease me by mentioning sex I just feel nothing...
It seems like the only things that turn me on consistently is what I've said above, and usually general submission and dominance. I guess that comes from or is a big part of my hypnofetish. You may have seen me enjoy when subs act like docile animals, or my recent interest in the 'daddy' nickname.
It's probably worth mentioning I'm a 21 year old virgin.
Lately I've felt very disconnected from my friends and fellow HypnoHub/Tranceland users. I just feel so awkward when there's talk about boobs and big cocks or titties or things like that. I feel really awkward and nervous when a roleplay or hypnosis session leads up to a sex scene or talking about those body parts. I feel like nobody likes what I like, which is a really bizarre thing to feel in a fetish chatroom >_<;.
It's not the fault of anyone! Please don't think I'm saying that everyone in our chat needs to appeal to me to not hurt my feefees. That'd be sillyyyy.
Am I just a crazy person who's overthinking things?
Please and thank you for your thoughts. I appreciate you all so much!
-Jamesy
For the past few months I've really been strugglin' with my sexuality, maybe you all can help?
For all of my life and memories I've never really thought about sex. I mean like, physical intercourse. I was never interested, I always skip it in hypno videos, and not a lot of girls in school made me feel anything, even if they were pretty.
If you know me well, you probably know my non-secret that my only body part fetish is for manicured hands (specifically ones with nicely done fingernails). Usually thinking about holding hands with someone (or actually doing it) can arouse me. Same goes for touching or looking at their nails or other hand-type jewelry.
That's my only body part fetish. I've never gotten aroused thinking about a girls chest, butt, vagina, or a boys cock. Again, I've never really fantasized about having sex with someone else. I pretty much fake it in roleplays and once a 'sex' scene starts is usually when I get flaccid. When somebody wants to tease me by mentioning sex I just feel nothing...
It seems like the only things that turn me on consistently is what I've said above, and usually general submission and dominance. I guess that comes from or is a big part of my hypnofetish. You may have seen me enjoy when subs act like docile animals, or my recent interest in the 'daddy' nickname.
It's probably worth mentioning I'm a 21 year old virgin.
Lately I've felt very disconnected from my friends and fellow HypnoHub/Tranceland users. I just feel so awkward when there's talk about boobs and big cocks or titties or things like that. I feel really awkward and nervous when a roleplay or hypnosis session leads up to a sex scene or talking about those body parts. I feel like nobody likes what I like, which is a really bizarre thing to feel in a fetish chatroom >_<;.
It's not the fault of anyone! Please don't think I'm saying that everyone in our chat needs to appeal to me to not hurt my feefees. That'd be sillyyyy.
Am I just a crazy person who's overthinking things?
Please and thank you for your thoughts. I appreciate you all so much!
-Jamesy