Acceptance.
Waverun here. Just going to get straight to the point.
I accept it. I accept that I'm not any good at drawing yet.
I accept that my anatomy is completely off.
I accept that I'm stuck with my insecurities and my inability to follow through with any help from you that I don't find helpful at all.
I accept that it will take time for me to get to that level of "artistry" that you all are at.
I accept that you all have your own opinions and your own critiques.
I accept that you all find my work not nearly as close to yours in terms of "art" and "anatomy" .
I accept that even I have found my work to be disturbing to you all.
I accept that I only find my attempted work as what it is. Neither good nor bad, terrible or terrific, just something to share and give to you all to enjoy.
I accept that I'm not as dedicated and that I'll most likely only be drawing for you when this whole Hypnohub community thing comes to mind.
I accept that I haven't been 10 miles close to as kind to you all as you have been, or at least tried to be, to me.
I accept my desire to show the community, and even somehow from the inside, the world, that I'm worth anything at all.
I accept that I'm the one to blame for the breaking of any further kindness towards me.
I accept that I cannot please everyone.
I accept that I am easily, psychologically affected by even merely the typed words of someone else on an image site, a hypnosis-related image site nonetheless.
I accept if any of you can't stand me.
I accept if any of you can tolerate my presence no longer.
I accept if any of you wish for my departure, or if you wish for me to stay.
I accept if any of you just wish for me to get either better, or stop whining and deal with the way my art, style, anatomy and drawing is.
I accept if you all think I'm a crybaby.
I accept if I am no longer welcome here. If that be the case then it's been fun.
And last but not least, I accept that I am only human and cannot be the perfect person that any of you might possibly want me to be no matter how long it takes.
And with that... I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for everything you've had to go through because of me.
I'm sorry for putting you through so much frustration.
I'm sorry for refusing your help when I clearly had the chance to take it.
And I'm sorry if I'll only cause more burden and frustration upon you, you of unknown faces, with differentiating memories, experiences, opinions, and personalities.
I am truly sorry for all that I have done to you.
If you wish for me to leave, then it will be done.
If you wish for me to stay, then I will do so.
If you wish for me (if at all) to get better at what I'm trying to do for you, then I will try my best when I think of you and put you into mind.
I accept all that I am, all that I cannot be to or for you, all that I have DONE to you, all that I have selfishly requested of you, I am sorry for all that I have done that has brought pain and frustration towards me into your hearts; and whatever you want me to do now (except suicide), I will do it. Ask, and ye shall receive...
I accept it. I accept that I'm not any good at drawing yet.
I accept that my anatomy is completely off.
I accept that I'm stuck with my insecurities and my inability to follow through with any help from you that I don't find helpful at all.
I accept that it will take time for me to get to that level of "artistry" that you all are at.
I accept that you all have your own opinions and your own critiques.
I accept that you all find my work not nearly as close to yours in terms of "art" and "anatomy" .
I accept that even I have found my work to be disturbing to you all.
I accept that I only find my attempted work as what it is. Neither good nor bad, terrible or terrific, just something to share and give to you all to enjoy.
I accept that I'm not as dedicated and that I'll most likely only be drawing for you when this whole Hypnohub community thing comes to mind.
I accept that I haven't been 10 miles close to as kind to you all as you have been, or at least tried to be, to me.
I accept my desire to show the community, and even somehow from the inside, the world, that I'm worth anything at all.
I accept that I'm the one to blame for the breaking of any further kindness towards me.
I accept that I cannot please everyone.
I accept that I am easily, psychologically affected by even merely the typed words of someone else on an image site, a hypnosis-related image site nonetheless.
I accept if any of you can't stand me.
I accept if any of you can tolerate my presence no longer.
I accept if any of you wish for my departure, or if you wish for me to stay.
I accept if any of you just wish for me to get either better, or stop whining and deal with the way my art, style, anatomy and drawing is.
I accept if you all think I'm a crybaby.
I accept if I am no longer welcome here. If that be the case then it's been fun.
And last but not least, I accept that I am only human and cannot be the perfect person that any of you might possibly want me to be no matter how long it takes.
And with that... I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for everything you've had to go through because of me.
I'm sorry for putting you through so much frustration.
I'm sorry for refusing your help when I clearly had the chance to take it.
And I'm sorry if I'll only cause more burden and frustration upon you, you of unknown faces, with differentiating memories, experiences, opinions, and personalities.
I am truly sorry for all that I have done to you.
If you wish for me to leave, then it will be done.
If you wish for me to stay, then I will do so.
If you wish for me (if at all) to get better at what I'm trying to do for you, then I will try my best when I think of you and put you into mind.
I accept all that I am, all that I cannot be to or for you, all that I have DONE to you, all that I have selfishly requested of you, I am sorry for all that I have done that has brought pain and frustration towards me into your hearts; and whatever you want me to do now (except suicide), I will do it. Ask, and ye shall receive...